I feel that my paintings
show a magical or sacramental vision of nature and
of the human's relationship to it.
My visual flashes come to me suddenly and at random,
sometimes several a day, sometimes none for a week.
They appear like a brief look at a moving film,
luminous, detailed and in colour. They rarely seem
to have any connection with recent happenings, but
sometimes do relate to events from my past. Often
however, they are quite strange, even sometimes
frightening, but usually very beautiful.
I had these visions as a child, and then they ceased
for several years, throughout my teens, and began
again, in my twenties.
There is great difficulty in realizing with paint
the memory of a vision. I have discovered that the
mood of the vision, is most important. If that is
captured in the painting, the work comes alive.
However to catch what is shifting, luminous, and
constantly changing, and hold it, in still shapes
of paint, is very difficult. Some of the visions
return several times, and this makes them a little
easier to work with.
A visionary artist struggles with this problem
in every painting, and sometimes I feel that I have
at least captured a small reflected gleam of an
immense truth.
I don't attempt to analyses what this "truth"
is. I feel my job is simply to present to others,
these brief glimpses, and let them speak for themselves.
Dorothy
Renals |